I have not been good lately.
I have been acting like someone I would hate to be around and hate to be friends with. I am especially moved mainly by resentment, and not so much from the love of my friends, family, and passions like before.
Returning to my roots and seeing who I was before college really helped. Seeing my family and friends this weekend, and immersing myself back into those passions reminded me of my identity, morals, and values.
I hope that this phase goes away, but right now, my soul feels sick.